weekend trends

spent the night in amherstburg again
i love it there
so much to do in the glory of nature
how could i be so close to God in the city?

sunsets are more hi def than any tv could ever muster
more fields and wind and sun and a fresher air than you could ever recreate anywhere else

spent lots of good time with my cousins and blasted club music on a tank stereo through the house when the parents were gone

so amazing

disney movies never fail

everytime i watch pirates of the caribbean, i dream of living a life like jack sparrow
i think im going to be him for halloween
i love his dialect and twitches, its the greatest thing ever

i always want to be a pirate after watching that movie
ahg

i wish every weekend could be that good
golf carting, laughing, laptopping, movie watching,
inglourious basterds was pretty interesting minus a few stupid parts
i love my family so much

being serbian orthodox is such a blessing here
why do i always screw everything up for me..? i'm wasting so much time,
never developing
always falling behind
never putting important things first

i forget you

enough ranting and uninteresting topics to the public at large

ill never be able to do what everyone else feels like doing

my mind is too different

ill never be like you

also

writers craft has so far made way for a few new writing pieces ive created, some are pretty itneresting, ill probably post them sooner or later

i'm sorry

i haven't sought you
at all
lately

i'll be back
somehow something will stir

it'll bring the fresh spirit back

i just don't know when

or how

but i'll leave that up to you

everyone is better than me.

the new blood

reading new oh, sleeper lyrics
the album is awaiting my ears
but the music hasn't touched me
as deep as the words did
theres a new urge now
an urge to seek and lose the skin of a coward i've worn for so long

i've let my sleeping strength lie dormant
now is the time to fight for a kingdom who answers to no one
i'll storm through my own miniscule weak problems first
then the war of ages commences

send me all of hell and i'll face them!
i'll face them one on one thousand and yell
Is there no one else! Is there no one else left!

today

a friend of mine with wise encouraging words
told me not to sell out because i was too good for that

i told him i wouldn't sell out because God was too good for that

captivation

you speak the wind through me
the most beautiful voice
i have ever heard
though there are no words
i see you everywhere
in the trees
in the clouds
in the skies
in the birds
in smiles and hugs
youre there
you're inspiring and uplifting
you are everything good

Do we love ourselves in the name of God?

everything you are is beautiful and real and ambient and more reliable than anything i have ever known.

i will pray for the lost ones i know because my heart breaks on their behalf and i wish to someday speak before the father to save them

i want you to come to know this lord of mine so much

i'll tell you everything

let me tell you about my GOD!

he settles in the light of dusk and sets my heart on fire

i feel so at peace like the calmest lake in the world

i feel so connected with the holy One

is this what Heaven feels like?

although no eye has seen, no ear has heard...

i will press on

i will be saved if it kills me
i will meet my maker
i will walk through the gates of heaven
the Elect
your eternal decision of people made just for your glory

i have been Elected
i mustn't let you down now

fill me with your light
take me above the sky and through the clouds to your kingdom

visuality

so i notice people tend to include graphics and photographs in their blogs to influence the reader to reading it, or making it look better or prettier, whatever

i have not gotten into this trend..hmm.. i declare an experimentation!
now to talk about something completely unsensical and idiotic and see if people will read it just because there is an appealing pictorial packaged with it

i believe that within the confines of a peanut therein lies a corresponding birds nest upon which i find no further conclusion to draw from the mailbox that takes away the despair of my little ponies all accross the world


i am going to assign myself a Success with that one. i r00l.

also,
above picture taken by my buddy david lucic. kid took this at 3am in texas. long exposure. i lurked his whole album and fell in love i wish i knew how to wreck fotoshop and make wicked shots like this ughh, and an amazing camera with all them new fangled exposure settings,

i'll learn that someday
maybe

WAT!

alright so that last post labeled my blog the correct date when i had written its first words, so that whole beginning apologetic blurb was completely unnecessary.

thats awesome!