Thursday, January 8, 2009

Rightfully made and designed

learning about myself and the woman I was created to be is currently my favourite thing in life. now that I am growing at an unprecendented right by the day it truly is fascinating to see more pieces of the puzzle being put together. not that I can actually see them, for the most part. I can only see a few vague pieces here and there, but what's thrilling is that sometimes I can just feel them being placed together, skillfully and gracefully by the highest power in all the universe.

my life continues to be fruitful and my blessings are multiplied by the day, whether I realise it or not. one of which consists of my family. All my mother's sisters and younger brother are all so enlightened and driven by God in their lives, it's amazing, and it took me 16 years to fully understand and appreciate everything they've done for us, the neices, nephews, sons and daughters. moreover, my dearest Baba and Deda(may God bless his resting soul that I may see him again one day), have sacrificed more in their lives for my generations' sake than I think I can fully grasp.

Either way, lately I've been loving the new friends and insights I've gained, they've helped me achieve new perspectives on life in general, I love my friends so much, Deline, Clay, Simona, Karli, Josh, Chris, Dan, Rebeckah, Dave, Tom, Myles, Naomi, Julie, Jenn...awesome people. Can't live without em.

What I need is more community involvement. I'm hoping and praying to someday belong to a church where I can grow TOGETHER with members of my family in Christ, and meet the best spiritual brothers and sisters I can. The time is coming nearer, I can feel it, and in due time it'll be here, and my life will take on a thrilling start like I have never quite experienced...

Windsor is becoming more fruitful everytime I turn around. My eyes are being opened to so much hope and light shining through this city, I love it here, I really do. My hometown never really seemed this important to me before, but now Windsor holds a permanent place in my heart and I thank God for everyone I've come to know and love in the past nearly 17 years.


On a completely unrelated note,
I've been addicted to a few bands lately, namely As Cities Burn, The Chariot and Two Tongues. A fairly varied combination of bands haha, but they're all really really sick. Meaningful, soulful, heavy, thrashy, pretty much every awesome definition you can use to describe a cool band I'd use here.

So I'm learning the meaning of grace....slowly but surely...becoming stronger and wiser in my faith, and living up to the meaning behind my name, it's truly amazing.

-sof

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