uncontrollable jealousy is the worst thing I possess at the moment.
I don't want it.
I hate it.
I hate feeling this horrible flame devouring my heart everytime I see this.
BUT
I do not want to be lead on to thinking a certain thing about you and find out you're treating someone else better.
Why!??!
Why does everyone always get so sick of me after a couple weeks of knowing me?
Am I too awkward? Ugly? Fat? All three I think, really, this makes me feel terrible.
I can't hold on to anyone
I love them and they leave me and they don't want me
anymore
I am so heart broken.
it is not a good first day of 2009.
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Eh gurl. I know this is an old post. But I'm just saying that you're beautiful and that you're not "fat" and that as you grow in the character of God and as a godly woman (as Proverbs and the NT outlines), that beauty is just gonna increase. Don't sell out! You're worth more than trying to please some selfish boy! Let go of trying to be loved by guys that don't get God's love! And just pursue Him. I'm tired of meeting all these gurls that have sold out their purity for no good guys that they aren't married to. Keep it strong for Him and know that God's gonna workout the "guy department".
oh crud, I haven't seen this til about a month after you posted it, sorry!!
:) Josh thank you so much for being such an amazing man of God and always going out of your way to bring me up and enlighten my negativity. You're like the big brother I've always wanted. Thank you so much! I'm blessed to have you in my life. ttyl dude.
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