well this is weird

ugh. what. ??? i thought we were done with this. i thought i wouldn't have to worry about this again. i guess not. i guess you're still attached to me. not that i mind, but given the circumstances, i'm not sure why you still are... and why you are making this so strained. don't you know what it'll be like the next time we meet? i may be seeking the attention of others, and as much as i don't want to hurt you, i want you to stop hurting yourself by trying to pursue me. i need a great deal of time to invest thought and emotion into things where i am not the initiator.

alas, what is my life?