Wednesday, September 1, 2010

I so wish I had someone.

Someone I was actually really genuinely interested in, someone who wasn't taken or impossible for me to pursue.

I am not a flirt. If you know me and if you are friends with me, you should know this. I do not flirt with people. I do not like multitudes of people at a time. I can only be interested in one at any one time, to be truthful. My heart is so committed in a caring relationship that that's all it has room for-- one person.

With that being said I don't think it's a big deal that I vent about this a little bit. All anybody seems to do nowadays is throw idle words around to a bunch of attractive people when really there's no meaning or commitment behind it. Either that, or they have someone that really works out for them, and vice versa. Which I LOVE, don't get me wrong. But on the occassion I get a little...left out.

Deeeeeeeyuum. A distraction would be wonderful. A legit one i mean. not just anything.
I am not one who takes what she can get.
That is not me... that will never be me.

And a sidenote, I'm really sick of your oblivious nature. I am now discovering I'm not the only one you hurt with your short and cold responses to really significant things. Shape up, or honesty will have its way with you, from us. Please get that through your thick head.

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